I'm having the second test of fixed income n security paper tomorrow night. The subject isn't that complicated. I just need to follow the steps and remember it. The more I try to question the steps, the stupid I feel I am. So don't mess with it ~~,
Well, in this race, I need to fight on my own. Be as less dependence as possible, yet be smart at the same time; which to depends on, which not to. You can't lean on your friend like 24/7 because they have their own fight, their own mission.
Actually, revision is the real break for me. I'm taking a break from the fucked up world, my boring routine, bunch of diabolic douche, and anything that make me go "bitch pleaseee"
p/s~I'm not the only horse in race, so I can't lay down for picnic for long. Gotta go, FIGHTING! ^^